A thing of Beauty and Despair

The ability to switch off my feelings; avoidance of more pain The surrender of my addictions The last morning at your house, when i felt the air leave my lungs momentarily The year 2019 The lump in my throat; crying at the bus stop The total codependence i have with my cat The year 2016,Continue reading “A thing of Beauty and Despair”

The Night I Tried To Buy Dope

I folded three twenty-dollar notes and zipped them into my track pants; beginning the dress-down role I was planning to take on. Each of my silver rings I squeezed off my sweaty fingers and chucked them next to the sink. Next I took out some black eye shadow and rubbed it carelessly over my lidsContinue reading “The Night I Tried To Buy Dope”